♥Daily Blog: ♥Daily Blog: "If you don't smile and have fun today, I swear, I'll leave with my car, you'll have no choice but to walk home." (Pt.2)

You can love someone more than the person loves you.

But what matters more in the end is...

Who continues to love?

He bought me a zen.
I gave him Pepper, with a special touch of Jen's ribbon.

He bought me food.
I usually don't waste it.

He bought me tickets.
I show him that I have a great time.

He buys me things.
I continue to love him when he hurts me.

He buys me an umbrella.
I continue to love him no matter what.

I hate to say this...but it's true. Even now, if he loves me truly and still has that side of him...and he fights his way back to me...

Even then...I would forgive him in a second, and smile. Even then...even if he's the one who comes back...i'll still aim to be better.

I am indeed a little fool. A fool who knows nothing else except to love, be there, and be committed.

He has a job, so he has money to buy some things for me. Even when I don't have a job, i try to buy him what he likes and needs.

He may buy me things...but the one thing he can't do is loving me no matter what.
But that I can do.

No matter how many times I look at it...
It all comes down to one thing: He lied, hurt me, etc...BECAUSE he no longer loved/s me.

Not because he's a bad person. idc..he can make fun of me, talk bad about me...but sorry, i don't hate him...sorry, i love him.

He just doesn't love me anymore, and i fell into his trap. I thought he would love me no matter what...that he would fight WITH me, not against me.

No more for me...no more of this love stuff. I trust no one. I must be the most strangest creature to have been borned.
I'm the only one who loves and loves...no limits.