♥Daily Blog: "If you don't smile and have fun today, I swear, I'll leave with my car, you'll have no choice but to walk home."

I knew all along that his mother never actually grounded him. He still has the car...still went out on Fridays..still went out.

But I played along with the lie...

I knew. He didn't want me anymore.

And I gave him his wish.

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Just finished Date Night. It was such a good movie...if only I could go to the movies with him and watch that movie with him. I'm sure he'd laugh.

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My scout friend took me out today..and that person doesn't even go out often. That person had 7 AP classes...

but managed to take the time to take me out and make me feel better. And...thing is...my scout friend and I don't even know each other well.

This action reminded me of who i used to be.

Remember the time when I stayed up all night with the lab report? Tuan was behind...and I helped him..i helped him when I wasn't even done with my own homework. I didn't just leave.

And at that time...I was only a partner to him. Yet...he was touched.

And now...today...someone whom i don't even know well...took the time...to take me out.
"If you don't smile and have fun today, I swear, I'll leave with my car, you'll have no choice but to walk home."

I didn't think that...the good things i do...will someday come around.

And then I realized that...hey..i've already given my whole heart to him. Furthermore, for the past few weeks...i was waiting for him.

But reality is...he's not coming back.

For prom...guess i'll go alone.

p.s. parents changed phone plan. finally, i can call and talk to other ppl using t-mobile for free.
my phone number's gonna change..
thing is...i'm not happy because i don't need the plan. reason why i used to want the plan so badly was because...i wanted to talk to him over phone. but now...

the plan doesn't matter.

jenyirong, jen yi rong, or JenYi Rong

ugh..sn format looks weird on here.