♥Daily Blog: How many times...Pt.2

Nevertheless...

I love the way how...

we both made up for the tough times on that day

on the day..that we were atknotts

that night..that evening

Somehow...I only felt safe to ride scary rides...only felt safe to ridein the front...

only felt safe physically

when i'm with him

I guess I won't be physically hurt whenever i'm with him..

I really hope...that this time...i have doubts for no reason...

I really want to be happily married...

to be in a relationship where i can be happy and not have to worry about things that have to do with unfaithfulness, lying, and deceit...

I wonder what his goal is?

All I know is...I'm a true lover...like the true lovers in those chinese/japanese/korean dramas

I just wish that he can love me and treat me like he used to.

but...as far as i can see...the amazing guy isn't back...

*sigh* well...if he really isn't coming soon...i guess he'll really miss out on me...

If only we were like before...

because i understand from my mistakes...and hopefully he understands his...

if we can go back there...

i think...both of us...will be TRULY happy....