I just realized that this is the second time he told me that he understood me from my pov..
didn't he say the same thing last time yet...still repeated his actions...
i wonder if he realized...whether or not he likes to hurt me or not..
feels like...i've heard it before...
should i expect repeated actions soon...cry again soon...
i'm not sure anymore...
because...haven't i heard that before..
some things are still...unsettled...nothing seems gone...
he never said anything about those promises...
something's not right,
i'm afraid...that...his simple apology...wasn't enough...because...did he apologize from his heart or did he just say things that he thought i would like to hear...
because i'm still feeling this way.
