♥Daily Blog: A Hard Time (Pt.2)

At times I don't understand this situation. I planned it, and I even planned it to be simple.

Yet...when I do it...it takes me so long.

This second half anniversary gift for him is the simplest gifts I have ever made for him...and yet...
I still can't get it done on time.

Maybe it's my type A personality...where I do things slowww and careful...
And then there's school.

What the hey, at least I'll finish it right?

Still, I'm quite mad at myself even though he tells me that it's okay.

I've started it and it took me TWO hours just to get 1/8 of it done!

So...if he does realize what I want him to realize and settle things and finds the amazing guy and improves...
Which will lead him and me staying together...

I will DEFINITELY have to work on his 2nd Year Anniversary, Christmas, and Birthday presents...in the SUMMER!

that way, i won't have to do delays. ugh...school...lame....if his bday were in summer, i'll get it done in three days -_-

Anyway...

sometimes when i say "i'm okay", i want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not".

"let a guy cry for you. cause girls give and forgive, but guys get and forget"


love, through all the ups and downs; the joys and hurts,
love, for better or worse i still will choose you first...

Love never fails.

so...i guess...if things will be okay and will not turn out that i predict...i guess it's love then...

But...if this fails...

I guess i'll know if whether or not he truly does love me or not.
eh...must...finish...

thing

*goes count money*