♥Daily Blog: Greed (Pt.3)

"Why don't you just ask someone to go with you?"

*laughs*

I'm taken, and i'm not going to cheat or do what i perceive to be cheating.

I wnat to go but...i'll be alone.

idk. still thinking about it.

should i go? idk.

i keep crying.

i honestly want to go to winter formal.

waste of 20 bucks. always thinking of him and he never cares.

f*ck f*ck

oh, i got negative feedback.

Now, if he got a negative feedback, he'll be so mad.

but since it doesn't happen to him, he's all good.

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seriously...

i don't understand why i'm crying so much now...

during classes...i cried too...i was looking forward to winter formal...he told me he'll go...

what else will he lie? what other promise will he break?

He's not going to change back.

wf is so important to me....and it hurts so much...because it's my senior year and...i can't even go...i don't have a date...i don't have him to go with me...

I didn't want to say this...but....

He only thinks about his happiness...my feelings....how i want the amazing guy back...how i told him what hurts me...

he doesn't care...

He can go to dances during his senior year...and he had me...

Now it's my senior year...and not only did he not keep his word, but he also doesn't see MY senior year to be any special..