♥Daily Blog: Greed (Pt.2)

Still extremely hurt by the winter formal thing...

and now i'm more hurt.

I ordered Girls' Scout cookies and since I usually don't go on ebay a lot, it was convenient for me to buy it at that time.

I just thought that i could tell him when he goes home.

Who knew that he wouldn't check with me first and instead reports it right away. If it were like a gazillion dollars, then yeah, report it fast. But it was just 4 dollars at that time...plus it's girl's scout cookies, not some big odd thing that i usually don't buy.

But what's the point in arguing? MIght as well just accept that it's all my fault. Whatever.

I'm already devastated by the WF thing. It is my fault for not telling him first, but it wasn't as if i was never going to tell him.
I guess since he's so impulsive and act without thinking, i should have just left him a message on aim since when he aimed me up, i wasn't there.

No wonder he actually put "ya there?"

Apparently he was eager to talk to me because of that.

Usually, he wouldn't even care if i was there or not.

And now, he changed his pw for his paypal.

Great.

I saw his point but...seriously, when it comes to cookies or things that cost little, he should have waited for my answer. Plus, i was going to tell him immediately...like right after he signs on. I was just eating at the moment, so yeah.

Well whatever...it's my fault since i bought the cookies. If i hadn't bought them, none of this wouldn't happen.
Lately i'm forgetting a lot...if i didn't buy it then, i won't remember to buy it later. I did put a note on my desk reminding me to tell him, though.

Forget it...i won't spend money online again.

WF affected me a lot and still is...now i'm getting yelled at..

whatever...my fault for buying the guest pass for 20 bucks, my fault for buying the cookies at my convenient time.

i'll just mellow right now.