♥Daily Blog: "He Should Play This Song For You."

"Maybe when he finally realizes and is certain...he'll apologize to you..."

I'm still...checking to see...if that guy is coming back...

"Based on the things that happened and what's he doing now, I don't think that's going to happen...regarding to the part where he would apologize to you and learn. He's not going to cherish you better."

"There is no 'if he loves me', because he doesn't. If he does, he wouldn't have done those things."

The way people thinks truly amazes me.

There is no right or wrong answer.

Fascinating, indeed.

I'm gathering information to make a decision on my own.

But...havn'et i already made a decision?

It's now up to him.

I'm sorry, but I'm not a baby anymore.
I have learned to love correctly...

And I'm willing to give one last chance if he asks for it.

But that's my love...

Because if things are still not getting better...obviously...he doesn't want to be with me anymore.

I'm not going to be blind anymore.

I still dream...but...I can't let dreams blind me from accepting what is.

Yes, I love him, I really do.

Yes, I still have that flame for him going.

Yes, I want to be with him.
I don't want to let him go.

He's my soulmate.

But remember, not everyone finds his or her soultmate.

Finding one is once in a lifetime...

I don't want to pass out on him...but...

Does he want to pass out on me?

YOu see, i love him, but the things he do...i just can't do.
You see, i love him, but if I'm not the only one he sees, I need to do what's hard for me to do...

To let the person whom I love so dearly...go fly away...
I can only hope that karma won't happen for him...because...i don't want him to ever feel the pain that i feel...

"If only Tuan played this song for you and meant it..."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NV6n3_eXP8

I sure...love the lyrics...

*yawns*

My lover is really amazing...

I just wish...he wants to settle down...

We have so many plans...

But...I dn't want to picture myself with him...as he doing the same things...

What happens when he and i are married...

If he would be doing the same things..something similar..

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