♥Daily Blog: Oh, I Didn't Know

No matter what i say...he will never answer all...he only replies to the last thing i type to him...and even when i wrote : yes tuan...ur never going to reply or do anything for me anymore bc more tasks will come
and anything tha thas to do with me is the last on ur list
<3

nohing...all true...doens't matter what i say...why do i even bother...why do i even talk to him...when he's not really talking to me? why do i even bother...when everything i say is meaningless..

So...it turns out that he likes where he and I are now...

Then...what's the point for me trying anymore?

The bond is weakening...and he likes it...

It's not that we don't have time...it's because he doesn't want it...

The adventures...the excitement...the romance...they're not there anymore...and...he likes it...

He's okay with it. How can that be? He and I...we were so close...he wanted to know how i feel...he wanted to be there...he would stay up without complaining...

He would write poems...he would write letters...he typed that email...

He would...do anything for me to feel loved.

He would wake up early to drive me to school...let me know when he's away...

We would go on dates...we would spend time with each other...we would go to the mall and walk around...we would go to the beach and have a picnic...

He would take pics...

romance...

There was romance...romance brings us closer...communication brings us closer...romance brings love...something that relieves stress...

And he's okay with us now. Okay with this weak communication, lack of romance, lack of fun times together...

I don't believe this...there's no way...to bring the relationship back...to the way it used to be, to the way it was nearly perfect

I thought...there was hope...that he would realize this...and want to keep this from becoming weaker..

but now i know...if he's okay with this..

then there's no hope...