♥Daily Blog: And That is That

Well...I guess that's that. Maybe the anniversary day wasn't that special to him. It was just like any other day...we didn't stay up until 11:52...exactly one year...

The anniversary...isn't that...very special? I don't understand...

Ever since then...I was convinced that the guy from summer is gone...

Anyway...he's not interested in me that much anymore...we used to don't have time...but somehow we always found time

Maybe he doesn't want to make love anymore, because the feelings' not the same...and...i would agree. He doesn't look at me the same way anymore, he's not excited to see me, he would ditch me at times..and not return my calls or texts.

It really does hurt though...anniversary day...it...could have been the best day ever...but...it was just a normal day...he did homework...he didn't have anything sweet...say anything sweet..

he's not...sentimental...

I didn't expect anything...but I thought...he would see it as a special day...

no poems, letters...nothing...

The very first anniversary...wow...

And he doesn't want to make love anymore...

Everything...has changed...all that i've seen...all that i've received...things have changed...he...has...changed...

And I? wishing for things to be back where he and I were and improve better differently...

Anniversary day...

making love...

kinda...kinda makes sense...