♥Daily Blog: There is...

no use to say the word "maybe" to keep my hopes up

Well, I guess it's decided by now. Tuesday is out, also.

all of a sudden, i wonder what he's doing. i wonder if he talked to girls and then "told" me that he didn't.

really....what's going on...?

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while i was walking to the bus stop to go home, i was very lucky. i was just walking and after my foot moved ahead, i immediately jerked it back for something fell down.

Bird poop. Yuck. So I was glad that I slowed down right on time. If I had continued to walk faster, that nasty thing would have landed on my HEAD! ugh.

after jerking my foot back, the bird poop landed exactly ONE centimenter away from my shoe! it looked like i touched its edge but no..only once centimeter apart.

boy, phew.

things happen for a reason...
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life sucks.

*sigh* one of my friend's boyfriend is so...wowee. she's by her locker and he comes to her and his eyes looked so focused on her. now to think about it, never once did he hung out with any ladies or talk to girls. the only girl i ever saw him with is his girlfriend...

he was quiet, though is our valedictorian. yet...idk...very nice couple indeed.

she doesn't need to worry...she's always happy...and when she's sad...he nudges her and stays by her

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You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl.
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day


Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you