♥Daily Blog: Philo

"Look, I want you to be happy. I need you to be happy. I need you to be happy so I can have a shot of being happy. I love you, and I am and always be committed to you and you alone," the man told his lover.
She had wanted him to do something, but he wouldn't do it. So after some time, though she was hurt, she told him that she loves him and that having him was enough.

However, he surprised her by giving her happiness.

Yar, it's romantic.

and true love...he was like...extremely faithful...even after she left him, he followed her and helped out. He had to stay near her. They were hs sweethearts and went through college together. They have been together for seven years at this point.

I'm aiming for 8-9 years before i get married. IF i do get married. who knows, i might be single for the rest of my life later on...maybe...idk...i mean...i should right...cause my lover has found me...

but of course, i guess i just want to be surprised if anything happens

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All I know is...I want to be with him as much as possible. I want to be with him now.

When you truly love somebody, you want to be with that person now and forever.

But you can't guarantee or promise that you will be with them physically forever. Why? Because you don't know what lies in the future. You don't know if you or that person will die from a sudden disease or accident. Thus, you can't promise that, because accidents and deadly illnesses may occur, resulting in taking either your life or your lover's life.

However, you can promise that you'll be with that person as long as you live. As long as he or she lives.

Yet, still, the future is quite unknown.

All you know is...

is that you want to be with that someone right here and right now. "True love never dies" and if it's meant to be, everything will be alright. Through thick and thin, you shouldn't be worrying about it.

But if someone is insecure, give your all to make your someone be secure. Prove to that someone if you have to.

From a girl's perspective, if the girl leaves and the guy still follows her and tries to reach her no matter how she acts or pushes him away, she might get an idea that the guy really does love her. Just be there for her. Help her in way that nobody else can. If you can do something that she's not even able to do herself, she might just be even more happy and feel very loved.

All I know is...

I love him, and I love him with all my heart. But if he lies to me, breaks his promises, I must go.

Because if he were the right guy, he would never do such thing to me. Not even once. Well since he and i have learned our mistakes, okay...let me rephrase:

Because if he were the right guy, he would never do such thing to me twice or after he has apologized, etc.

If you truly love someone, you should find it hard to lie to that person or do anything immoral to hurt that someone.

Lately...I don't see any passionate moments. I'm a bit afraid that there's something fishy about him.

Look, it's just weird. I thought our moments will last forever. Seems to me that they are dying already...and he and i will end up like 99 percent of those relationships/marriages without moments anymore.

I do hope that won't happen.

Eh..he doesn't even hold my hand or really enjoyed holding my hand.

the first time..we actually examined how we feel from the slightest touch...now...nothing o.o

All I know is...I love him very much...and I hope he loves me as much as I love him...though i hope for more...but...right now, it seems even less than my love for him...so eh

But...yeah...

We just keep going...and be happy...and see where the future will take us to...hopefully it will take us to our dreams...

Yesterday I closed my agains again, thinking of our past
Today I close my eyes again, imagining your face
Tomorrow I'll close my eyes again, drawing out our future