♥ Daily Blog: Torn Apart

I'll record about yd's day later on today.

for now, just need to record some quick thoughts...

basically, i'm a bit torn apart.

one minute i feel like i trust him completely, the next...i second my thoughts.

would the tuan i know lie to me ever...or blend the truth?

has he...changed in some way for the worse...

i don't know. i heard hardcore typing...but it wasn't to me...

he was talking to someone.

email.

why does that word bother me and somehow links to his...hardcore typing...

it's kind of hard to trust completely when he brushes off the one thing i knew i heard...

what does it take for him to be loyal and honest with me...i've been honest to him all the time...is my trustworthy personality being taken advantage of...

i'm torn apart. at one point i trust him so much and i'm so happy and feel so secure...at another point...i feel as though he makes me trust him and then sneaks off or something...and then i grow less secure...

i'm not even healed yet...

i'm torn apart...