♥ Daily Blog: Not the Same

doesn't seem the same like last time anymore

not in rush to declare something

doesn't seem as excited

more quiet

he's...different.

everything's different this second time around...it's as if...nothing happened...

there was silence..pauses...no changes...nothing...

it's as if...nothing happened today...words were just words...

actions...showed...nothing...

...dramas now....someone told me, "u know, jen, watching dramas are like alcohol. instead of drinking when ur sad, u watch sad dramas when ur sad."

at least i'm not drinking -_-