♥ Daily Blog: ETU

Expect the unexpected.

Gym was good, as always.

The bookstore was fun, as always.

I didn't realize that today was July 1st...like the July 1st. I came home and got ready and stuff. I stared at the calendar, blinked a few times until something hit me.

I was so focused on how time was flying by that I hadn't noticed that today was the 1st. No, don't expect anything, I told myself. And so...I went to hang with him and not expect anything.

However, I found some news. Another job.

I guess that's good for him, though. Seems like he has luck in finding jobs...bleh..i wish i can find one.

but the thing that made me feel a bit...down was a mystery.

i mean...i know that we all need money for something...and i know that he has a good intention,etc. After all, he wants a car,etc,etc.

However...he seems to be very caught up in finding a job and in needing a job. At this rate, there won't be as much time for me anymore.

Of course, I don't know that...but apparently...it appears that things only come out differently when i actually mention them...if i don't mention them...perhaps there won't be much time for me at all. I'm not saying that men who go on business trips and who are busy with work do not care for their wives. Heck, their focus is to take care of the family, etc. However, at the same time, there is no time for love, for romance, for spending time.

I guess I just want him and me to enjoy life together...explore...simply sit back and have fun...since it's summer...

but...i've fallen in love too deep with this realistic guy...don't want anyone else....just want to live the life i've imagine with him...but...society...society....

oh. wells.

lol i didn't plan anything today...didn't expect that he would want me to be his officially. i had a little last minute hope...but then he mentioned tomorrow...then the seventh...

no...i'm pretty sure that if my stupid tears had not flowed into my eyes unexpectedly, nothing would have happened today.

but...it happened...and it was sweet...i almost cried tears of happiness...

so basically....i was about to stand up, but he pulled me back down. he was lying on my lap/stomach and i was lying on his. he just looked at me and said, "so miss jennifer, will you be my girlfriend officially?" (i do hope i didn't leave anything out..o.o)

for a moment there, i was surprised. I could hardly believe my ears. I'm dreaming. I must be dreaming, I thought to myself. But no...

"Yes or no? It's a simple question."

"Yes."

And then he leaned up and kissed me.

I'm quite happy...but I pictured that if one day he asked me again, it would be different.

lol hm...something like...

He pulled her into an affectionate hug and said to her softly in the ear, "Today you are mine officially."

She would then be shocked and pulled out. "Eh?"

"What? You don't agree?" He was staring right in her eyes.

"No...it's not that...," she stuttered.

"Well, then, you are mine officially now, right?"

She laughed, and tears of joy came out of her eyes. She nodded and smiled, "Yes, I'm yours officially." She would jumped into his arms, hugging him. ( i forgot that word used in anime).

lol ok...i guess i have other scenes in mind...i guess the phrase, "Will you be my girlfriend" had a connotation of temporary...the word "girlfriend" just sounds...idk...

i think i prefer..."Will you go out with me and be mine?"

*sigh* i love that phrase...

wish i can hear it outside...lol oh well...exists in words only

ima used this for my novel

~jen-jen