♥ Daily Blog: dot dot dot

it's ok if he goes on here. i'm actually flattered

i just need some time to forget and then i'll be freely open on this blog again

all this time i thought i was talking to myself. i guess i'm just surprised. then again, he used to read this back then too and then i forgot about it.

so...it's possible to forget.

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i realized that i don't have the "whip."

My mom used to tell me, "If your guy lets you tame him and loves you enough to give himself to you without hesitation, then you are lucky."

It's not like I have bad intentions or that i would abuse the guy o.o

even my english teacher tames her husband. she is truly lucky...

i just don't want to end up like my mother...

I guess I just want to have a guy who would let me tame him and trusts me enough with his life.

But...I can't tame him. I feel lost now...bc i just realized that i don't have the whip.

So...who loves who more...this just shows it all...

~jen-jen