♥ Daily Blog: dot dee dot

i lost 0.75lbs when i weigh myself today...

i made a huge profit on my neopets account...

he and i talked about business...i've always wanted to open a jewelry store...anything with jewelry business...

if this is successful...i know just the right look for the store

though...there is one catch if we do open a store...

knowing him though...he might not be straightforward and focused if a certain thing happen...
and if that's the case...what he and i have worked far to get where this loving relationship today...might be for nothing...

so...i just hope...that...

anyway

ima love him and be happy...no matter what...smile through the tears...accepting that i just don't deserve to get that i really want

it's ok. it will haunt me...but it's ok...

what he does...shows something...

anyway...president _
lol...i don't mind being second in business

of course...i would rather be in charge...but...perhaps in writing and my music career one day...i'll be in charge of my work. i'll write my own songs, produce my own songs, and publish my own novel.

as for this business with him...i don't mind. i'm quite happy to leave him as President...just one catch...which...only time can tell...

anyway...as long as i can tame him ...regardless if he's the boss in business...i am okay...