♥ Daily Blog: Don't Be Afraid

lol i'm afraid of love

after listening to the lyrics of this one song, i feel a bit better...but then again...that's a guy singing...

hm...i wish he would sing (or say) something like that to me to reassure me...of course it needs to be full of honesty...

hm...i love honesty...i like speaking the truth...makes me feel like i'm a good person =D

lol esp. that one time when i saw someone cheating and my conscious was driving me crazy...and when i talked to this one person in my class (sophomore year), that person just said "Well, I guess you're an honest person. That's a very admirable trait to have in a person."

=D sooo i ended up telling my teacher that i saw it and then my brain was put to rest.

anyway...back to the song...yup...

i'm afraid of love

still afraid...but not as afraid as before...but...i guess until i know that what he says stays permanent...then i will be secured.

hm...i do hesitate when he says something like "i will keep my promises." i mean...shouldn't he say something like "I AM keeping my promises up until now and always"? cause...when he says "i will," it means that he hasn't been keeping them yet. =/ hmm...is he keeping them or not yet...

*sigh* well i'm putting this much trust in him...i'm pretty sure that he doesn't someone to break promises with him...so...hopefully he knows how that will feel to another person.

anywho....

MONOPOLY! I LOVE MONEY! muahahahaha

well...of course...love is first (: *sigh* i just love my boyfriend. seems to me that once everything is settled...peace isn't impossible to reach for the both of us...of course...maybe i'm still a bit insecured...still a bit uneasy....but...hey...many things were resolved...if everything is resolved...i think i'll be super duper uberly happy every single day =D and then i'll make him super duper uberly happy tooooo

*sigh* i love him so much. like very very much. um...extremely alot. like...a lot...and i trust him...and i hope he's honest with me at every single thing (little and big) all the time.

i just love my lover.

hm...maybe i'll update my info about him at midnight tonight...on ms haha...so much to describe him...yup let's update at midnight tonight

or soon
or now
who knowsss

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awww

Don't be afraid to fall in love
Cause I don't believe in giving up
Please give me a chance to earn your trust
Cause I know I can be everything that you need
Don't be afraid to fall in love
And don't ever say that is just too much
Cause you never know I could be the one
Girl we're not all the same,
Babe don't be afraid to love

You say that every man is lookin' for just one thing
You say they love you but they really don't know what it means
How can you think that way when you know nothin' about me
I say you runnin' away
I'll buy you nice things that I cannot pronounce
And if you let me love you, babe I will turn you on
I'll stay committed and I promise I would be around
Your life will not be the same

Don't be afraid to fall in love
Cause I don't believe in giving up
Please give me a chance to earn your trust
Cause I know I can be everythin' that you need
Don't be afraid to fall in love
And don't ever say that is just too much
Cause you never know I could be the one
Girl we're not all the same, babe don't be afraid to love

If you try
It's not a waste of time
You will find
That love is what you need in your life
Just let it go
Nobody's gonna hurt you
Don't say no
Tell me what I need to do
To make you see that you don't have to be that way
Just don't be afraid!

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Tuna's so loving...

and i'm so happy

(: jen-jen