♥ Daily Blog: Nightmares Again

My first nightmare was horrible. It felt so real that I almost cried. I woke up in the middle of the night and was extremely relieved that it was just a dream...

This fear...is still there. It's haunting me.

Even though he has promised, could he guarantee that he will always do that? He doesn't go invisible "just because" anymore. It was all temporary. So surely, he's bound to have talked to someone and hopefully it's just his best friend. Hopefully.

The fear that I had was right out in the dream. I had to face it and I was very hurt in the process of "finding out."

It's just a nightmare...it could be real...but I do hope that it isn't and that he is completely honest with me...

The second nightmare was an interesting one. The guy who had a crush on me was in the dream. He was OBSESSED! It was very scary. He kept me back in his house and in order for me to escape, I had to climb out the window and since it was so far up, I could not jump down. Basically I had to punch that guy from touching me until he was hurt and almost dead o.o it was scary...he was chasing me and it was sooo hard to escape.

nightmare!

D:

~jen-jen