Route J: ♥ Daily Blog: Rock 09

Someone told me something, and now I'm scared -___-

D: So like...my mother was saying,"I've known women whose lovers/husbands have girlfriends."

I don't even know if I want to get married now D:

She was like..."If one day you have anybody, you want to enjoy your life and don't have to worry anything like what's your lover doing, etc,etc."

blehhhhh....

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Anyways...I received a beautiful message from him. It's funny...I'm quite surprised...like...he mentioned about the calendar and other things...seems as though he read my mind?

ehh idk anymore. i'll just trust him and wait for his actions and i'll leave it as that.

guess i'll reconsider the ticket? well i can always ask my friend to help me again if anything.

as of now, i'm going to appreciate what i already have. hopefully he's not like other lovers or husbands one day -_- i do hope that he's like that one husband. my mom's friend is really lucky though. her husband is very charming, good-looking, and faithful and he goes work out...takes care of their daughter...arrange trips to places...enjoy life...he simply keeps their love youthful..still holding hands...kissing...romance...haha...and they're like in their late 30's and early 40's. lol perfect man...

buttt it doesn't matter if my guy's not photogenic xD he's good-looking in my eyes already. so so...even if i don't have a perfect man, as long as he's over 100 percent faithful (well hopefully...) and as long as i'm happy with him and satisfied with life, then i'm good.

lol hm...though my dad isn't a good man, he is a man in a way. for example, whenever he buys a new car, he always gives it to my mother...lol here's what she told me:

"Hey, why are you driving a new car?" my mother asked jokingly to my father.

"Wow, already you want the car for yourself. Don't worry, I bought this car for you. I'm just driving it for a few days to make sure that everything will be okay when you use the car."

LOL I must say that there is a trait about my dad that i admire to have in a man. He doesn't really complain...and he always gives the new stuff to my mother. Other men...would buy new cars and things for themselves. They don't even let the women have the new things.

One thing that I like about my dad is that by always giving the new thing to my mother, he's being a gentleman. He never gave my mother anything old to use. My dad always use secondhand stuff from my mother. That action is truly remarkable and hard to find in a guy.

Anywho....I'm still whatever now...that beautiful message is truly a miracle..but...i'm still waiting for actions...and i don't expect anything...but i'm glad that this is the first time where i can literally see that some of my efforts have done something. so whatever he's willing to give up and change to be better for me..i hope that this will be permanent...and i'm not going to ask for more...i can only hope for more...but...as of now, everything's good...as long as i'm a bit happy...then i appreciate it...i do hope that someday i will be happy to the max and everything...but maybe one day that will happen...

and if whatever he says isn't permanent...i won't hesitate to let go...for i cannot stand broken promises.

eh...i'm sick right now from crying too much on the other days...apparently...all those tears resulted with a lot of runny noses and stuffy noses...and now i'm sick =/

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¡Ayer, el concierto de Rock09 fue muy bueno! Fue con mi amiga mejor Linh. Ella y yo lo pasamos bien. Comimos galletas y sacamos muchos fotos. La música fue fantástico y los cantantes fueron extraordinarios. xD