Last night I came back from the bathroom and saw a Tee missed called on my phone.
I immediately called him back.
He was so sweet to me. I like the way he spoke to me yesterday. The tone of his voice and the choice of words he used...drew me back into my little shell. I was blushing D:
But yeah...so he said his usual things to me and gave me a mua!
After that, I listened to my voicemail and i immediately smiled while listening to it. He told me the things he did and explained about his internet being down.
I saved that message, of course.
So...i went to sleep and i DID have a good night's sleep. i went to sleep smiling...for the first time since last year..or summer? Yeah, since summer.
Anyway...today was a horrible day. Just horrible. Ugh. I'm tired of school. I want to learn things that interest me -_- to me, some of these classes are just a waste of my time. i rather used that time learning and improving my music skills, continue my novel, and even reading a good novel for once. And i want to learn parts of the human body with my pace and with things that interest me.
English should assign people to write a novel. That would so motivate me to finish my novel on time haha.
And choir? Gah...i just wanna improve my singing and learning more music theory stuff. For stats, i want to learn the statistics of the world and stuff like that.
And civics...well...let's just learn about what's going on in the world...
But eh...i'm sleeping everday anyway...daydreaming in classes and acing my quizzes lately..
Then i go home and nap. The first time i ever napped was last year THANKS to him. But wow... i must say that naps are awesome. then again...naps waste my time -_-
anyway...i have an essay to do...then read...then select passages...then ugly math hw...eh...
oh and this is so cute...
I still remember the times when he cuffed my face with his hands and kissed me hard but gently.
I still remember the way his fingers run through my hair.
And since i love him a lot...the feeling of wanting to be next to him and feel that closeness just...ehh
i really like making love to him but...it's not mutual..
