♥Daily Blog: Me Thinks

He's always using quotes that cannot be used.

Blindly trusting someone is an advice given to those who are uncertain to trust the person in the first place.

I blindly trusted him the first time i met him.
And, I don't give trust easily either.

After the first incident, I couldn't trust him.

After his apology, i blindly trusted him again...it was hard...but...he apologized and promised me things. I blindly trusted him by taking his word even though i asked too much.

But after the second time, how can you trust that person again? He doesn't know how it feels.

He doesn't know because he hasn't been in my shoes.
How does it feel to have someone you love breaking the promises that have once healed the relatoinship and made the building blocks steady and strong?

How does it feel to give trust twice or more...even when it wasn't even earned back?

Already, he's an exception, and he knows it. I don't give trust twice. You break it, you lose it. Gone forever.

If you earn it back, it won't be as perfect. If lucky, it'll be perfect in time if you're consistent with your honesty and sincerely changed for the better and learned the lesson.

i already know that i love him, i don't need to blindly trust and i dont need him to blindly trust me.

He can already trust me. AFter all the things I've put up with, things that concerned with my heart, my mind, and my mentality...things with morals and the string of the relationship...

To be able to handle so much and STILL love the person is already...unconditional love.
I'm not cocky with myself. Before I denied myself from loving him. Then slowly, i felt love. But I just thought it was love, not TRUE love.

It wasn't until later that I realized my true feelings for him. It wasn't until later when i feel the immense crack in my heart when certain things happen.

Like they always say...if you can feel your heart break so badly and not healing without the other person's love, you have true feelings.

You don't know love until something happens that totally rips your heart in two. You don't know love until you feel torn when the person's apart from you.

As for true love...

I came up with my own quote: True love is unconditional love combined with a permanent romantic love that's always replenishing itself.