♥Daily Blog: 12:25AM

Though he won't change...

This results in...a change.

If nothing's going to change for the better...something's going to change for the worse.

As I blast music to my ears...

I suddenly realize...

That the ending of a close relationship with him...

Is the beginning of a distant relationship...a relationship that will be going to its downfall.

I try to think of the happy times he and I used to have, I try to remember what it feels like to be loved by the guy that my bf used to be...

Suddenly..I don't remember anything...I feel as though...it's been 25 years...since I last saw him.
Like it's been 25 years since I've felt happy being in love...
Llike it's been 25 years since I was last loved.