♥Daily Blog: Wait...What?

Then it hit me.
Wait...he broke all his promises...

Promises. Broken.

Suddenly, I don't feel so well.
Everything's coming back. Furthermore, new things too.
Can he now see why I'm so insecure...
He broke all his promises...
He was so devoted...what happened...
He convinced me that he improved...at the time. Why is it like this now?
I wanted him and me together happy and better for always...
But now...I don't think he loves me anymore...

I don't know what's going on in my life anymore. I just really miss him.

It feels like it's just yesterday when he first took my hand...
It feels like it's just yesterday when he and I shared a first kiss
It feels like it's just yesterday when I was sleeping on his shoulder
It feels like it's just yesterday when I was leaning against him
It feels like it's just yesterday when he and I were leaning against the fence
It feels like it's just yesterday when he said he wanted to spoil me
It feels like it's just yesterday when he convinced me that he really loved me

But I realized that he doesn't love me that way anymore. I'm not even sure...if he loves me a lot...or what kind of love...he has for me.

I'm not sure if he has love for me at all...

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"You're just a piece of burned trash."

Is there any way I can leave home?