
ahhh i lovee bento boxes...and these ones are cinnamoroll too! ++++++
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I hear myself choking.
I feel the hotness in my eyes.
I coughed.
And I can feel my nose stuffed..
I can feel my body jerking incessantly.
I wonder...what kind of karma is this...if it is karma..at all..seems to me i'm receiving everything that is the opposite of what i do..
Was it wrong for me to be so devoted and faithful?
Was it so wrong for me to have always been honest with him...loyal...hardworking
Was it so wrong of me to stay true to my words?
I was..right. Too good to be true.
He's gone.
I'm afraid..that the relatoinship i once knew...is forever gone...
Though I have so much more to say from my thoughts...my gut feeling..
All I can type is...
I'm permanently dead...everything's gone...
My mouth remains open...I need air...and I feel a hand inside of me...clutching my heart...trying to break it...piece by piece...
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Recently it’s been different,
I know that I have been treating you as if
I don’t believe in what you say,
But I do..
But it’s been kind of hard for me,
Cause You’ve been acting strange lately,
Yet I know,
That it aint intentionally,
What you do,
I just want us to be honest with each other,
I can see us growing older together someday,
That’s reason why I want to make this stronger,
Before these little games,
Take our love away,
It’s probably the damn distance,
It makes us feel weak and defenseless,
All the time,
But I’m sure that we make this
Or is it just me...
T (5:15:19 PM) : i love taking care of u
T (5:15:26 PM) : and i dont dislike crying
T (5:15:31 PM) : its an emotional state
T (5:15:34 PM) : and im fine with it
T (5:15:41 PM) : and i dont dislike u
T (5:15:48 PM) : in fact I LOVE YUU
T (5:16:12 PM) : well if that was the prince
T (5:16:19 PM) : then wait till u see the king :]
T (5:16:43 PM) : and his princess is not retarded
T (5:17:02 PM) : she the most intelligent and best girl i and he will ever know
