♥Daily Blog: Day Three: Break

Nobody's ever going to step back and look at me...

No matter how many smiles he and I share together...

I just wish I can look at them...and look forward to the future and forget all the pain and what is.

He's not...going to admit his broken promises, nor will he even care to apologize and change back to the guy who made me so happy.

I'm dependent, aren't I?
He even dared to say that I have no sympathy...

My former best friends would highly disagree...they know who I really am...and they would say that I care for people like no other.

It's..insulting...

How can I look forward to tomorrow...

If no matter how many laughter he and i shared...

This is how he sees me as.

He claims that this is who I am...but I know I'm not who I am.
Sometimes...I just want to get away from the world...

Because not even the person whom I trust so much...not even he would look through me and see the real person in me.

I can never forget all the things he said to me...I clearly now know...what he thinks of me...

I just wish I can move on and be happy...but I can't...because...

He looks at me this way...and he tells me i'm dependent...says that I have no sympathy...

He even thinks that I would cry over a dollar. Does he even know me...?

Of course not. The real guy has left. The good guy has left. How would this stranger know?

He's...with girls...broke all his promises...

How many...times...do I have to repeat myself...

Just too....damaged...

He sees me this way...and he thinks of me this way...

He does not even care about those promises.

So I ask...

Why does he say he loves me? This isn't love. This isn't love at all.