♥Daily Blog: The Many Things

There are many things that he has left out when he talks to me about his days...

Today was a very exhausting day. However, I think this year's lipsynch is awesome. The songs are extremely catchy, and the dance moves from other dances are very creative and expressive.

The dance moves are a bit better for my dance now. I was able to speak up about some of my ideas. Although the officer didn't quite like it, she did use my ideas and combined them with hers.

Well, at least the dance is better now. The ending was hard and speedy but the moves are more expressive, so I'm glad I had the chance to speak up about my ideas.

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Yesterday...I witnessed the most beautiful thing. A strong and "perfect" couple had a disagreement while they were dancing together. Apparently, the girl got pissed at her boyfriend because he was doing it wrong.
At first I felt a bit better, for even one of the strongest and romantic couples had a small bump on the road.

However...I didn't feel so well later on.

Though they were mad at each other, one would come closer to the other and vice versa. But then each would turn away. However...the boyfriend "crawled" back to her.

The girlfriend, like me, pushed him away...

No matter how many times she pushed him away, I saw him coming closer. He started to poke her and then hugged her...wrapped his arms around her and apologized even though she was mean to him from the start. He kissed her and pinched her cheeks.

...It was so cute...the way they made up...none of them left the problem alone. They couldn't stand the tension and whatever that was breaking them apart...for it took them only a few minutes...and the guy...he would go to her...

And I wish...my relationship with _ is like that...I tend to push him away when I'm mad...but I can't help it...idk...but see...unlike the other guy, he would leave the problem alone and not care even though I cried.

And today...I saw another beautiful thing.

The couple still had a little "ick" when it came to dancing. However, the two love birds still hugged each other. During the dance...when they messed up, the guy just smiled and did not say anything while the girl was a bit..annoyed.

But still...her boyfriend smiled..and made her smile too.

As the other dances took place, I saw the lovely couple practicing alone nearby.

From where I was standing...the scenery..the situation...all so beautiful. The park was beautiful..flowers...and they were...practicing..

The couple had a problem but worked it out. They figured out another way to solve it.

And...though the girl was just standing around..pouting...

her boyfriend just smiled weakly and asked her to practice with him while their number is not called.

And so...the two practiced...communicated with each other....

Alll so sweet...so beautiful...

And now I understand why...they look so perfect and go so well together...

It's because no matter what, the boyfriend still tried and was patient. And though the girl wasn't willing to do anything...she saw what he was doing...and well..

Followed through.

They didn't ignore the problem at all. They solved it as soon as possible and now...

they're smiling again...

The bond that they have...is something...

that I wonder...will my lover and I ever have?

Because...he ignores the problem...all the time...puts himself before me...

And now...I wonder...is he still in love with me? He stopped trying...stopped holding me...stopped kissing me like before...

He has stopped trying...I just don't understand why...I just...don't understand why...
Is he purposely wanting me to hate him?

Has he fallen out of love with me?

I don't understand..I just don't understand...

How I wish he and I can have a dance...a dance...usually brings chemistry of the two minds...together...

"So I plan to outdo you."

Honesty is the best policy.
Openness.
Justice.
Ending the past.
Nominal Efforts are bad.
Never giving up.
Doing what's best.
Turn dreams into reality.
Unconditional love.
Amiable.
Never forget our love.

Where is the guy...where is my dream guy...from the summer...where is he? I...I don't know who I'm with...this person i'm with...isn't in love with me anymore...or so it seems...so where is the guy who loves me? The dream guy from summer...where is he...