♥Daily Blog: Fixing, Overwriting

If he's been keeping his promise all along, been honest with me all along...

It's time to do my part.

I know I'm hated by everyone at school, not sure why...but...hey...no hard feelings...doesn't matter what others think of me...it only matters of what he thinks...and what i think...of myself.

But if he's been doing all that...perhaps...I've been unfair to him.

I know...that he doesn't uncondionally love me...I know that...and I hope I'm wrong...I really hope I'm wrong...

If he has become a better person...then it's my turn to improve myself...

But...for some reason...it all comes back to his love. I honestly wish that he loves me...wishing that he is keeping his promises...wishing that my feelings matter to him...withing that I...matter to him.

I am confused...lost...

But if he still loves me...does love me uncondionally....if he still keeps his promises...

I'm a happy girl.

And slowly...I will heal...

Then again...lately...especially yd...he...doens't want me to question him...doesn't want to share...doesn't want me to know...

what am i to do?

I want to improve so badly...but...to feel....that the love is unrequited...

I need to know...I gotta know...

Because...I want to keep the good things...improve...make both of us happier...and I want...to overwrite that bad period...

Is it too late? Has he gone out of love with me?

"Are you still with Jennifer?"

"I...don't...know."