Good Lover
You are a kind and considerate lover and everyone is going home satisfied.I can't stop thinking.
The bond between him and me is weakening.\
It used to be so strong, for he would always want to talk about it and make sure it's okay.
But now, each day that he ignores brings us a bigger distance.
It's almost as if he doesn't care anymore. Not concern anymore. Not worrying.
And now that our distance has already become big, the distance in time for seeing him is also making the emotional distance worse.
It really pains for me to see something that had so much potential...to slowly go down the drain. And the worst thing is, he allows it.
I don't know...what else to do. Until he shows that he even still cares about us...
I need to go my own way.
I'm scared and stressed out. Don't know what to do. Spent two hours doing this thing for his japanese class, but all that effort...that willingness...
Doesn't care...doesn't matter....
