♥Daily Blog: Missing (Pt.2)

I miss it.

I really do. I miss...all the things that he did...that made me feel special...

I miss the way he kisses me..

the way he hugs me...the way he plays...
everything...

everything before....school has started for me..

but hush jen...don't say a word....keep it down...keep it quiet...don't say anything about it...

he's gone....

hush. cover the tears with your smiles...and pretend that ur okay...with this reality...without dreams

hush jen....read his email over...and smile...create a story from it....and smile...live in that dream....

because there is no such thing as dreams coming into reality...

just be glad....that it happened...

and hide the sadness for its discontinuation.

*yawns*

he should focus on his hw better now.