♥Daily Blog: And I

i actually had a great morning...he came on time and perhaps a bit earlier for once o.o

and i love the way how he greeted me when i entered the car...a kiss

though i kinda moved, he kissed the side of my mouth and my face or neck

brightened up my day...warm and welcome feeling i guess

so he brought his dog along...Cookie's cute for a full chihuahua ish

different but cute...

hm...wouldn't it be nice to see him every morning? eh...

let's see...so the girl had her boyfriend call her to wake her up...at 5AM

though my lover can't or won't do that...he is there...later on...that is, when he does wake up from my calls...

eh...i visit his ms each day and saw that he was on...

curious if he deleted or accepted my last comment to him, i went to that thing where it shows all...and well...sure enough...my comment wasn't accepted...

it was that panda comment...

did he...think...i was lying....

furthermore, if i were to sign into his account...would he have been sneaky or whatever....

and deleted and emptied?

all of a sudden...i can't trust telling things to him...if he's being like this toward me...

and furthermore, if i asked him if he blah blah blah
would he lie?

i guess...i'm still very unsure about this...

he might sneak around etc

but i told him..the truth...he didn't trust me or something

now i can't trust telling him things because he ends up being sneaky etc.

i mean...knowing him...

knowing him...he may not comment someone...but rather send a message...and then...empty everything...

and i would never know...

that could happen...right....

would he actually do such thing...to me? would he lie...would he cover...would he be sneaky....?

bc though things are good...

why must this situation bother me...

it's bc...i don't know...maybe...i'll be okay...maybe things will be okay...

if he explains to me...

and do i have to mention honestly? he's always honest with me...right....i dono't have to say "please tell me honestly"

unless...he's not honest all the time?