♥ Daily Blog: Observing (Pt.2)

deep inside...even though i brush things aside...i know that it's the only thing i can do so the convo can end okay...

deep inside...i know that i will never...get what i'm looking and yearning for....also...i won't get the replys and the answers i seek...the denials that i hope for...

bc...everything i have stated...must have been true...if he cares at all...he wouldn't leave me believing things that are not true...but...perhaps they are true. promises might have been broken...

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my princess friend went to a town in china and said that at that town, men are obligated to work,do all the housework, and take care of the children. Women sit around all day or shop. It's normal.

SO! There are asians who are not so asian! I LIKE that town.

although...if one day i have a husband, i hope that he and i are a perfect couple...that's why it's very important to find the right person to be with..and i'm glad to have found the right person...so if it's true love..it'll stay forever...

i do not wish to be alone even when i am married. even if i am taken care of by him...i still want the both of us to be near each other and be with each other...not two ppl separated. i'm not inconsiderate...and if i am nice and considerate...i do hope that i won't be taken advantage of...because seems to me that inconsiderate and not so nice women are lucky...while the really nice and caring ones...are taken advantage of..