♥ Daily Blog: Absurd (Pt.2)

I'm planning to blog all night...post after post...

Why is asking him for the core so hard...the core contains several things..

Asking for a reflection typed/written letter is...just so hard...he rejected it...and it was simply...the only thing that can heal me for good...i want him to be honest with me how he felt at the time..bc i want to know...did he care...why he did such things on purpose...

after all..."Those who don't learn from history are doomed to repeat it."

why...he passed out...he finally left...without saying anything...at all.....it's...the end...

i see it repeating right before my eyes...

perhaps...his drive to write poems, letters, and that first and long email...perhaps that drive was only temporary...

i'm afraid...

all nighter tonight...

he left me.