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Last day of gym is actually tomorrow.

I was so sleepy this morning.

I lost my appetite to eat lunch when Mom started to criticize. Seriously...if there's a problem or that she needs to say something that is serious, never say it when somebody is eating. People eat to survive and some people would like to enjoy their food while eating. And even if I usually don't care about eating, once I eat, I eat. I deserve to have a good lunch regardless if I don't seem to care about it. Making someone to lose his or her appetite is a sign of disrespect.

Anyway, I went to the gym and stayed on one machine for 65 minutes. I burned six hundred calories right there.

Then I went and did some sit ups

I went to weigh myself again. Last time, I lost 0.75lbs. This time, I gained 0.25lbs in just two days!

I'm so pissed. I'll definitely gain once I stop going to the gym.

And I'm starting to feel healthier...my endurance is very interesting. I was on that machine for so long and I didn't stop. People were staring. bleh...

I was browsing and saw a calendar on a girl's page. She has a date with her boyfriend on their _ months.

Now that I think about it...I never had a date on the first of any month...
*sigh* okay...you need to breathe jennifer. accept it...accept it...he's not naturally romantic...accept it.

Then I browse more around and read something.

Love is obviously a crucial element in a successful long-term relationship. But having love isn't enough. You need to be in love. The phrase "love is a verb, not a noun" certainly applies here. Don't hesitate to write that quick love note, give that deep kiss, sit next to each other at a restaurant or hold hands in public. The little things go a long way towards establishing a deep, intimate connection with your partner. As simple as it sounds, this action is probably the most commonly overlooked and ignored.

SO TRUE...that's why married couples are blah...and only some ladies are lucky.
It's not that I'm unlucky...I'm lucky...but...sometimes I don't feel lucky because the things that I enjoy...what I want...are not given.

As I have told myself for the past few days...i need to adapt to it...accept it...and change...there are only two ways...perhaps changing isn't the right one...but...it is the only one since the other way...will not happen.

Just breathe.