I feel so tired today. I woke up late, and I took a long evening nap. I feel so tired...why is that?
lack of energy?
I was browsing around and I found something that a guy wrote :
it feels as though ill never be able to find a soul mate in this life. where is my princess? where is the person who will be able to understand and share the ups and downs of life with me? maybe in my afterlife.
for those of you who keep asking me whether or not im attending prom. the answer is no. to me, prom is something you share with a significant other; to have those memories there with you for the rest of your life. i have no significant other and attending it without her would just be wasting its purpose.
As I read this, I realized that there are guys out there who do believe in fairytales and romantic stuff like that. I remember telling myself once, "I don't think I'll ever find him. I can't find my prince. When will I ever find someone who will understand me and willing to go through all obstacles and happiness with me?"
And...I've found my prince. However, although he doesn't believe in the fairytales like I do nor does he have romantic imaginations, I still have hope that someday he will bloom. Perhaps the reason why I chose him out of all people is...well a mystery. Love is vague; maybe I will never know why I still love him even though he's not romantic or imaginative. However, someday he will bloom. No matter how old I get, I never get tired of anything youthful. I do not want to lose the good memories I have in the past. Perhaps my appearance will one day grow old, but the youth inside me will never die.
And I hope that I can bring that romantic, fairytale side of him out. He is someone whom I will always love. I feel quite lucky already...but I hope he feels that he is too...and that he's happy.
As for prom, I agree. Prom is something one shares with his or her significant other. It is a milestone; it is a memory to take with you forever and ever. In my world, prom is an event to enjoy with your soulmate for life. I find life very beautiful when one finds his or her soulmate while he or she is young. From crush to love, from prom to wedding day, etc.
I don't want to live a life in which I have more than one serious relationship. I want to live a special life that is different from many. I want to live a life with my soulmate from when I was young to when I will grow grey hair.
I want something like....everything fades away with time, but our love stays the same no matter what.
~jen-jen
for those of you who keep asking me whether or not im attending prom. the answer is no. to me, prom is something you share with a significant other; to have those memories there with you for the rest of your life. i have no significant other and attending it without her would just be wasting its purpose.
As I read this, I realized that there are guys out there who do believe in fairytales and romantic stuff like that. I remember telling myself once, "I don't think I'll ever find him. I can't find my prince. When will I ever find someone who will understand me and willing to go through all obstacles and happiness with me?"
And...I've found my prince. However, although he doesn't believe in the fairytales like I do nor does he have romantic imaginations, I still have hope that someday he will bloom. Perhaps the reason why I chose him out of all people is...well a mystery. Love is vague; maybe I will never know why I still love him even though he's not romantic or imaginative. However, someday he will bloom. No matter how old I get, I never get tired of anything youthful. I do not want to lose the good memories I have in the past. Perhaps my appearance will one day grow old, but the youth inside me will never die.
And I hope that I can bring that romantic, fairytale side of him out. He is someone whom I will always love. I feel quite lucky already...but I hope he feels that he is too...and that he's happy.
As for prom, I agree. Prom is something one shares with his or her significant other. It is a milestone; it is a memory to take with you forever and ever. In my world, prom is an event to enjoy with your soulmate for life. I find life very beautiful when one finds his or her soulmate while he or she is young. From crush to love, from prom to wedding day, etc.
I don't want to live a life in which I have more than one serious relationship. I want to live a special life that is different from many. I want to live a life with my soulmate from when I was young to when I will grow grey hair.
I want something like....everything fades away with time, but our love stays the same no matter what.
~jen-jen
