♥ Daily Blog: Reminiscing (Pt.4)

T: haha ur a really hard worker xP
T: i hope everything pays off for u

T: gah im so pissed that I can't find it x.x
J: what's it about anyway
T: its about a guy who landed on an island full of girls, and he can't get off. since there are no guys all the girls on the island is fighting for him

T: he wants me to go watch high school musical 3 with him
T: guys don't ask guys to go and watch that -.-

J: if ur planning to watch it
J: find someone to watch it with
J: its cute
J: haha
T: hahaha well i am finding someone aren't i? xP
T: well if u don't wanna go then ok :P

T: haha fine...wat if i said i want to go with u? xP
T: id rather go with u
T: straightforward enough? :P

T: no i promise that its just u and me xP

T: if he does anything i will beat the crap out of him xP

T: u are special xP
T: ur the only friend who would help me unselfishly

T: yes jen how did u know i "roll" that way? (kidding)
J: lols
J: it would be disappointing
J: and i know ur kidding
T: haha i don't get..why would it be disappointing?
J: well fine. disappointing to some
T: haha oh yeah jen...if i was gay all the girls will be disappointed xDDDD

T: i think u want to be safe xD
T: and like i said i don't wanna go anything u don't want to xP

T: haha
T: miss jennifer...
T: as u know i don't have a schedule
T: xP
J: so?? lol go shower
J: k, i need to get dressed
T: haha yes mam
T: i will follow ur orders
J: don't take it as a bad way though
J: i don't want to interrupt what ur doing

T: cause then i want to know more about u :P
J: lol i think u want to know everyone
T: naw
T: i think i like u more than everyone else xD

T: i hope u don't change at all ;P
T: i think ur just perfect :P

T: although ur not really perfect...ur just missing it by an atom :]
T: well to me u are pretty damn close to it :P
T: or my idea of a perfect person
T: well let's just say that ur the closest person i know to my ideal person xP

T: haha i did say that if i want something i am willing to put an effort to get it xD

J: um i think
J: eh idk
J: i'm not sure if it's the righ tone
T: haha wat is it called?
J: Nagasarete Airantou
T: OMG..I LOVE U JEN!!!
J: o.o
T: that's it!!!
J: oh ok
T: haha and i mean it too xDD

T: hahaha well u did a lot for me and that was the one thing that really pushed it xDD
T: i've been asking my friends to help me look for it, but they were too lazy and gave up

T: but even though u've done many small things
T: its still more than wat my other friends would do for me xD

T: but u don't have to worry about me (expression), u have other things to worry about xP

T: eh life isn't that good anyways
T: we just live for those special moments that make it worthwhile

T: haha i didn't tell u?
T: i thought i did when we first talk
T: i don't really trust ppl with who i really am
T: so sometimes i fib
T: but nvr with u
T: cause i feel comfortable around u and i totally trust u xP

J: but i have to say that rukia looks really nice in this picture
T: hahah i wouldn't mind having a scene like that xDD

T: and i'm back down to 97.9 xDD
J: yay
J: lol awesome
T: haha ur my medicine xD
J: lol for chem?
T: haha for my sickness
T: too bad it doesn't fully cure me xP

T: i dont' take too much interest in A LOT of girls
T: as long as i have u as my friend i don't need a girl xP
T: haha but i'm extremely picky so i doubt i will get anyone i like xD
T: so i bet i'll die single
J: nah of course not
T: haha ur sweet, but let's face the facts xP

T: u seem to know a lot
J: lol probably bc i always suffer
J: haha
T: awh well my heart goes out for u jen <3
J: lol
J: i think i'll be completely emotionless one day
J: i wonder what's it like to not like anyone
T: haha then i'll be disappointed

T: well i think ur a person who hides emotion sometimes, and when u find the person that's right for u, u will release and he will be one lucky guy xD

T: well tbh, i would prefer girls with ur features over any pretty girl xD

T: if u want to let him know without confessing
T: then leave some obvious hints (something that he can't miss) xP

T: Well i think i just realize it now, after i talk to u, that ur a much interesting person than i thought, and i would have this feeling (not too sure what it is tho), and like u, i am a very cautious person of who i get involved with. idk i thought u should know that xP

T: but i can walk u to ur class xP
J: lol i'm sure u have someone else to walk with :]
T: haha i know but id rather walk u to ur class xP

T: i acutally found a time where u eat :]

T: well i promise that i will nvr lie to u :]

T: if i'm not picky then i'll get tired of the person that i might be with
T: if i am then i can say to myself that i found a person that's close enough to it, and i don't really need another xP

T: gah i should go to sleep soon
T: my chest hurts xP
J: lol go to sleep now
J: finish in the morning
J: or later
T: i can't c.c
J: why not?
T: just a few more sentences
J: lol well yeah...finish ur thought
T: please let me stay up a bit longer

T: hahaha well u should try this one gum
T: it's really good
T: its sweet, like u xD

T: gah
J: don't worry about it
T: i'm gonna force u to tell me xP
T: its gonna bug me soo much...

T: haha well i can't disappoint u
T: so it's going to be on my mind and i'll find them all

T: ur the last person that i want to disappoint

T: haha well ur a tough one xP
T: well ur hiding things...andn i kinda get lost in ur words
T: but that's u and i've learn to accept u for who u are

T: haha how sweet of u xP
T: haha very cute jen
T: haha u went to the hello kitty store xDDD

T: so what was the piece of wallet u wanted? xP
T: haha well i have some extra money if u want it xP

T: what did u do to urself? xP

T: well i don't think its funny x.x
T: i'm just worried about u

T: haha don't worry about it, u have to kill someone for me to stop like ing u xDD

T: i must have done something right :[
J: idk the thing is...you can now hurt me so easily
J: and perhaps i shouldn't say that
J: eek
T: haha i'll do my best not to

T: haha ur the first person that i ever told that i like
T: there are other girls (not now) that i like, but i didn't think they are worth it.
T: so in a way, u can hurt me easily too

T: that's why i won't try to hurt u
T: and i'm not testing ur feelings either :P
J: i think ur testing my patience haha
T: haha not really
T: i'm waiting for u xP
T: so it seems like ur testing mine :P

T: haha i'm leaving everything to u
T: i just like to spend time with u:P

T: u know that i like u and that i like to be with u and spend time with u right?
J: yes i do know for sure
T: haha that's a lot right?
J: perhaps that is a lot
T: so it's all in ur hands :P
J: have u been able to read anything from me
T: haha i cna infer a lot of things
J: i'm sure ur inferences are correct
J: i know ur smart to figure things out
T: haha well it seems like it's up to me xP
T: are u sure u want me to do it? xP
T: it will be kinda hard for me too haha

J: but i like traditional ways of doing things
J: don't tell me that u have expected me to do something that i'm unaware of o.o
T: haha no
T: well i guess it's tradition xP
T: i like u and like u to be mine, so wat about u? xP

T: Jen will u go out with me and be mine?
J: Yes, I will.

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Though this was online...i'm sure it would have been magical if it was outside...

still...that's the person i fell in love with...he's kind...gentle...very nice...had that special tone toward me...i can sense the honesty in his words...he was serious...funny...but he's honest...i love the way he talked to me...the way he tried to keep his promises...(though i prefer that he always keep his promises)

Isn't that the guy I'm in love with? He couldn't wait...he just did it...out of the blue...the best hint to show that he really likes me bc he couldn't wait.

Hm, even now...i really miss him...he's not coming back...right now...it's more like...i worry about the person...but the person worries about me half as much. That's how i see it. If he was back...he would have noticed me no matter how far i was. Today, I passed by him after school, and he didn't see me. Therefore, the guy who truly loves me still isn't here.