♥ Daily Blog: Postponed

Due to some changes, the preview of the first chapter will not be posted anytime soon.

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Today was okay. I went to OCC wit him, but then he forgot something. He and I went to South Coast Plaza, but...I'm not sure if that was a good idea now.

He and I went to go eat....and it was okay.

GGP was cancelled.

I got a new hamster. Well, initially, I didn't plan for anything, but...my sister seemed to like it, so I changed my mind. Great, now I need the bedding, a ball, and a small cage.

I don't know what else to record about my day.

He went inside his friends' house and didn't come out right away. I felt weak from the heat inside the car. I could barely breathe I was worn out, and I just wanted to go home. I don't know what to think. I stayed in the car, suffering and waiting. He came out fifteen minutes later.

I'm not sure how long he wanted to stay with me. I'm not even sure if his intention was to hang with me and spend time with me or if he just wanted me for something to satisfy him.

After all, he took me home and probably went back to hang with his friends. Seems to me that I was only there as something to satisfy him and once that is done, he brings me home. Therefore, spending time with me along with nature...wasn't the intention.

But the thing that bothered me first was....her.

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Maybe I'll just see him once a week.

D: No Heavenly Couture....