♥ Daily Blog: A Line

I'm drawing a line here. All this sadness is coming from the fact that someone has left me, in which things could have improved.

I need to fight back this sadness and find my old self again.

What happened to the soft person I was? Straightforward, blunt, but shy. I need to find that self again.

I don't like temper, I don't like to feel that I have to blow up. It's up to him now.

I'm too exhausted and I'm just too tired to now. I've used up my strength to try already. This shouldn't be happening.

If all this work leads to nothing, I really regret for having to try in the beginning, because apparently, I'm the only one trying.

I'm not going to sit here while she messes with me. Sorry, but I need to defend myself. There is a level of tolerance in me, but only to some degree. Apparently, with her doing, there IS no tolerance. If she's going to take control of someone, go ahead. She already did, and if she's trying to control another person, it's NOT going to be me. You are through messing with me. Go get a life and stop interfering with somebody else's. Stop messing with someone's important side of life. Does this sound harsh? It's the truth. I'm tired of keeping things in, and I'm not afraid to let certain things out. You can cuss back, embarrass me, and do anything else to try to hurt me, but you will fail. Using cuss words on me makes me laugh. Embarrassing me doesn't really matter to me. Because no matter what you do, deep down inside we both know who's wrong. Be in denial, be all innocent, but I rather let you win this stupid game that I don't want to play than to be anything like you, than to fool someone important to me. For a girl, you really know how to get nasty. I have bad news for you. I'm a girl, too. Even though being mean isn't my character, I am full of surprises when it comes to someone who doesn't give any care about morality and about somebody else. You've picked the wrong person to mess with. I don't care if you have a group behind you or whatever. I can stand on my own. Continue to mess with me and I'll be your worst nightmare.

I've had enough.