If a guy wants to be with you, he won't hesitate...not even a tornado can stop him (saying). If he is unsure, maybe he's not into you anymore.
If there's an obstacle that's keeping you guys apart, even if that obstacle is out of the way, why won't he be with you?
English test was okay. Life is bland.
I think my feelings really has frozen up. Maybe it's in the first stage of the ice.
I walked around after school again, tears tried to come out, but I prevented them.
He went to play basketball, so I went to the tennis courts. I felt sick, though. When I saw him walking away, I tried running after him. Unfortunately, I couldn't run that fast since I got kind of dizzy. I still tried to catch up, but...he was gone. I ran to the front of the school. Nothing.
I went home.
I'm still looking for signs, but...he seems so happy without me...
And that's my motto. Whether I'm happy or not, it doesn't matter. I just like seeing people happy.
However, feelings are not mutual. Still looking for something..but what? As far as I can tell, he doesn't wait anymore. I ran all the way there...and he never looked back. He didn't even know I was at the tennis courts o.o
I'm lost.
