♥ Daily Blog: Open Doorway

I'm not sure if I want to take statistics for this semester...I'm confused. Sure, it's an easy class...but there goes another hour.

I'm so undecided....what to do...what to take...

hm...for sure i'll take ap stats next year...get a new perspective on math. so i'll take calculus again over the summer...

bleh...do i want to take statistics for the second semester? lol "the princess" took it after she had precal...and she recommended me to take it once. actually, she told me to take it instead of calculus -_- ehh well i guess i'll rethink about anatamy. and how about spanish?

I don't get it...suddenly I want to take easy classes so badly...but i want to take piano too...and choir...lol i really don't know

for now, I have a failing grade added to my gpa..which is extremely bad.

ahh but i have enough credits for math already...that's good

I cried again...but then...I felt somewhat relieved.

She told me to continue writing whenever I feel the need to do so.

And the one thing she told me to also do is to find someone who will believe in me in all that I do.

I also need to believe in myself...but the first step is to find someone who will believe.

-_- Maria has been the best friend I've ever had. She believed in me and that was how I was able to do many many things such as taking the initiative, pursue my dreams, and etc.

Realizing that the things I want had disappeared, I lost myself.

But I disagree with one thing she told me. True, the key thing is education. But, I don't think that's the only important thing. One can be educated, but how a person makes use of it is based on the personality. Furthermore, I think one's tenacity is the most important thing...above education.

But that's my opinion.

Rate for today: 6.2

~jen-jen