♥ Daily Blog: All a Dream

Rate for today: Supposedly 8.2 but for final it's an 8.0




There were so many good memories...some of my fairytales came true.

But I knew it; they were all too good to be true. They were all just a good, short dream.

Before having to cry, I must write out all I have on my mind. Otherwise, my condition will be worse. Seriously, to be in such a condition just because of endless tears means that I'm just a very, very depressed person.

lol actually, i'll write my worst, short story ever =]

After a few years later, her minor fantasies either have faded or repressed. Meeting him, however, changed her life a bit. He reminded her of the little things that she used to imagined; furthemore, she was able to experience them in reality. One time, a book almost hit her head while it was falling. But he saved her, and her heart started to pound more.
He would wait for her after every session and would always be there a few seconds after she came by.
He used to grab her and practically squeezed her to death after every session. As much as she tried to break away and acted as if she didn't like it, she actually enjoyed it inside.
He played around with her often. There was one time, which happened only once, where he came out from his meeting and surprised her by wrapping his arms around her extremely tight, picking her up, not letting her go even when she'd requested it. In fact, that whole day, he seemed to have glued himself to her and did the best things.
They used to talk about a lot of funny things; things that made her laugh when she was sitting at home and etc.
He had her radar too.
Perhaps one of the things that she never admit was...almost everything he did in the past and/or before that incident, she felt very lucky. She may have denied some things, may have acted opposite to how she was feeling, but overall, a part of who he was back then have brought true happiness to her a few times...
Just like any good dream, something came up and everything changed. Funny thing is, she never asked for anything before...her fantasies came true surprisingly.
They weren't consistent. Most guys would say this and that, and few months later, they're not so "dreamy" anymore. Not all guys are real?
When a girl feels as if she has to declare what she wants....apparently, the good dream has ended.

Hm...Linh would probably like what had happened haha.

I really can't wait to be free from this world. Well, eh I can wait. Well, I've always wanted a dreamy relationship. I'm just not lucky.

~jen-jen