♥ Daily Blog: Oh?

My rate of content for yesterday is 4.0 out of 10.0

Interesting.

So, this morning I went to church and for some reason, I became teary...I guess I was still really mad about what happened yesterday..

Someone in the choir group whom I don't know too well gave me li xi.
From a stranger, I received an amount greater than $1 =O I guess I am worth a bit more to people whom I don't know too well.

Hm, I remember a senior gave me an amount greater than $1 too when I was a freshman. I didn't even know the guy that well either...

I mean, usually if strangers give out li xi to someone they don't know too well, supposedly it will be a dollar only.

My sister received 40 bucks from her guy best friend and 10 bucks from a friend of hers. o.o no wonder she's been receiving more than I. *sigh* if only she's saving for something worthwhile....

Her girl friends also received quite a lot too. From what I heard, they received 20's or higher from the bfs lol

eh...looks like this year I won't have much. Tet is usually the only time where I can have at least 20 bucks total.

haha I wonder how much I really deserve...but I guess that's all I deserve.

To receive an amount from a stranger that is more than someone I know feels a bit awkward...

I never knew that someone would actually take advantage of me just because I'm nice o.o

Whenever someone asks me that certain question, and whenever I answer to that question, the more I feel weird. The response from the ppl I tell is always "Are you serious? I never knew any...."etc etc.

Anyway, seems to me that there are strangers who would be there for me unlike people close to me.

~ jen-jen