My mother was home today since she was sick. So, I did that thing where you put the oil on her back and simply use the coin to...etc and etc. err vietnamese stuff?
Tet festival was okay. I pictured it differently...but eh...I don't know....I've seen couples with ppl who only have each other. anyway...not sure what i want anymore. Sometimes, I think about if I've really given up on life...simply now just living it just because. Eh...something that I've always wished and dreamed about since i was 11...eh...idk. lol it's like reliving something that I've taken part of living before...only now...it's only me.
Oh yeah...I gained weight -_- This is stupid. That's why I don't eat...no time for daily exercise anymore. Seriously, I'll starve to death if I have to. My body type is simply retarded.
I should go back to one meal a day and 3 hours of sleep only.
All this depression and crying really have made me look hideous in appearance -_- They really do make someone's face to look all ugh..
Well, I'm pretty much broke. eh....lol I remember collecting coins that I used to find on the ground. Eh...then that wallet got stolen -_- eh...no li xi this tet...how can i ever buy more books to read...-_- looks like i can't publish my novel until years later...
rofl at least someone's face looks attractive, and no, not the lady.
(: jen-jen
