♥Daily Blog: Tuan's Girlfriend

She recognized me, but she didn't quite remember who I was.

"Are you Tuan's girlfriend?" she asked, trying to narrow down to the right Jennifer.

I hesitated for a moment, but then I answered, "Uh, yeah."

I know I'm not his gf anymore, but if I were to say "no," she wouldn't remember which Jennifer.

And at that moment, I don't feel like explaining things.

Anyway, it wasn't a question of whether he and I are still together or not.

It was a question to identify.

Of course, when I answered "yeah," she remembered me.

Weird, isn't it?

I realized that "Tuan's girlfriend" seems to have been my label for a long time.

No one really knows who I am or something...

I used to enjoy the idea of the label...I mean...I was all his :] Him and only him...

But...now...as much as hearing that label makes my heart skip a beat...

It's not reality. But I guess...I can say yes whenever ppl are trying to identify who I am....which Jennifer (since there are sooo many)

I dropped by at that one restaurant.
"Once I get a car, I'll be getting that yummy tofu every week," I used to tell him.

With every last bit of my money, I headed to that restaurant. Apparently, it is quite famous...and sooo beautiful on the inside! Omgosh...the dim light makes things a bit romantic.

lol...I wish I had a chance to eat there with him...

Well....maybe one day...on Valentine's Day next year...I'll arrange a date with myself at that restaurant! lol yummy food

I loveee the tofu. I haven't eaten it in months.

eh...but...since I have no more money now...guess...i won't be eating it anytime soon...

UNLESS....i tell my parents to take me there as my graduation dinner =D

Anyway...I'm desperately looking for a job right now...eh...

I hear no replies as of now...

Please please please get me hired.

I would like a netbook, a new camera, and some food throughout the year.

I don't want to starve anymore -_-