♥Daily Blog: Heart (Pt.2)

For the first time in about three months, I've started crying over him once again.

I love him, I really do.

As time passes by, I become more aware of how much I meant it when I said "I love you" to him.

Maybe I've said it too often that he never got to grasp the real meaning of it...

But each time I said it, I meant it.

It's hard for me to show it...but I try to show that love in my sleepless nights and persistence in the things I made for him. I went beyond from where my limits were.

I really, really love this guy.

I should hate him, right? After all, he doesn't love me. He doesn't truly love me.

Because...

True love lasts forever...and it stays no matter what.

It is a form of unconditional love. It IS unconditional love.

He never unconditionally loved me.

But I...I still love him despite of everything he did to me...despite his flaws...

I still love him, for him.

My feelings for him remain unchanged.

I'm sure he's very very happy without me...but I guess that's good.