♥Daily Blog: The Current

The current of the river seems to be moving at an extremely fast pace this year.

I'm pretty busy during this month. I wish I have time to stop and just reminisce.

But I don't have time.

But even when I'm busy with schoolwork and choir, I always somehow find time to wonder about him.

As I look at the pictures and the things that he has given me, I can't help but to break a little inside.

Why doesn't he love me? Why won't he give it another try?

Maybe to him, it's not worth it.

I guess...the reason why I think it's worth it is that I truly love him.

knowing myself...I know what needs to be done. I know what needs to be done now...

If there is another try, I understand what the relationship needs now. But yeah...that's assuming that he does still love me and does want to give it another try.

Can I really be blamed, though? I'm not perfect and I'm human. But even though I'm human, I'm still going to learn and be better. I'm not going to use the excuse of human and stuff.

But still, I AM human. To me, a person who may turn out to be full of flaws but decides to improve...will succeed in becoming a much better person than any already perfect person.

I understand that he doesn't like arguments nor stressful times.

Well, if there is another try, that would definitely be something that I'm going to have to take into consideration. Of course, peace doesnt stay for long all the time. But it's best to make the relatoinship as peaceful, exciting, and blissful as possible.

There are many things that I understand...and many things I'm willing to do.

I guess....after having time for myself, I realize that having him by my side is far more precious than anything else, including what makes me happy.

I hate myself for the several things that I did; yet, I guess if there is another try, I'll definitely get rid most of my bad habits.

Tuan D. Vu, I love you

Hey, that rhymes!

lol...eh...i'm random...but...lol i miss typing that...