♥Daily Blog: A Bit Cranky

I just wish my parents to at leasst care about getting me a car NOW.

It was my money, after all.

I hate waiting for the bus at 5:15PM every Mondays and Wednesdays. Today, some ppl kept talking during rehearsal and we all had to stay 15 minutes later.

I missed my bus and had to wait a long time for the next one to come.

I sorta cried...I honestly just want to get out of there and go home. Last night I only slept 3 hours. Do ppl know how to behave?

Nothing bad happened to me. YET. During the evening, many scary looking men would walk buy. Many cars would drive close by and honk at me.

I just hate it. I don't like waiting, showing my face to everyone. I just want to get home as soon as possible.

I'm so pissed right now....so pissed to the point where I might despise choir. Rehearsals are crazy...the week before the pop concert...it'll be worse.

Then comes no car.
Honestly, I need a job. I need one.

I don't understand why ppl like to drag time out. I like to get things done.

I passed the test? Time to look for cars and get one once I narrow some down.

But no. Dad wants my money, mom drags time out.

I hate it. THE YEAR IS PASSING BY QUICKLY. I want to get as many things done in my life as I can. It's a waste of time to just drag the days out.

I need a netbook for college, and obviously, I need a job so i can buy myself one.
Also, I would like to make myself to look more like a girl for once? Can't I get nice clothes? Can I change my wardrobe? I've been wearing the same thing for years.

I worked hard in school...can I finally have a life now?

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Anyway, aside from school and stuff...

I'm still loving him as usual. So many seniors are in relationships...

I'm the opposite.

I see things that..remind me of him and me.

If he still loves me, i hope he will approach me soon.

I just want to start all over...

I want that happy feeling again.

I want him.

I want JayTee.