♥Daily Blog: You Are Weak

"You know what I see? I see that you are weak. You still love him no matter what. You trusted him, then he broke it. Then you TRY to trust him, but he turns you down everytime you try to. So basically sooner or later, if he continues to turn you down, then he will lose your trust once and for all."

"Commitment isn't a good thing if you're committed by yourself. Commitment is only good when two people are committed. You are committed to him, you are the only one in the relationship who is the committed partner. If he becomes better for you and seek to return to you and make you happy, then I'm glad. Even though I don't think he deserves a girl who would love him no matter what, if he ends up making you happy, then I guess that's all that matters. "

"He attempts to try to make you happy, but then he doesn't even understand his actions, because the result is the opposite."

"Well, reason why I'm not worrying about where you're going is because wherever you go, you're already committed to him. You love him so much, why would things tempt you? I know you. You can even go to another country, another state, but you wouldn't dare to leave him and give into temptations."

"You are foolish to believe in those types of romances where love conquers all."

"You would be pretty foolish...if you stop believing in those fairytale-like romances."

"When I look at Tuan...sometimes...i wonder y he does the things he does. No offense. A girl shouldn't be left waiting alone in the car while he's hanging inside." -his best friend
"He was trying to persuade u to drive me." -me

"If I truly love someone, even if an angel bursts out from the sky and into my life, I would be amazed, but I won't have any interest in her."

"Am I a weak person?" -me
"yes."
"how come?" - me
"Cause you give into emotions too easily and you allowed stupid sht like ur feelings to consume u..u know it's not right but u keep doing the same sht over and over again and keep getting hurt because of the same mistake and that mistake is u giving people too many chances when they don't deserve it since they don't care."

You're weak, you're weak, you're foolish
The words played over and over in my mind...

They didn't understand.

BUT, one person understood what love is...understood how i feel...

and said the one thing that boosted my esteem...that complimented my love for him..

"I wouldn't consider you as a weak person. You're still holding on. You're not weak. Those who give up are weak. Those who hold on no matter what are strong. Those who know when to let go but continue to live on is even stronger."