♥Daily Blog: Day Thirteen: So Terrible.

gah. I can't even keep a secret between me and myself -_-

why do i have to be so honest?

he knows i won't lie, thus he can get pretty much everything out of me.

so like, yes, i am my own friend.
it's the oldest concept in the Jenn Book.
I remember playing by myself...with myself..
Plus, when I'm alone...I usually think to myself : I only have me, myself, and I.

I have no friends, really. But I can't say that I don't have anyone.

Bleh. i am the "friend"
and he freaken found out.

Well hey...I bought presents for myself before...so...duh.
Just wanted to support him...
I can always...pay for my senior pics...next year...if they're still there...

And...he better not pay me back with things. I only take money (but I wouldn't in this case, since I wanted to support him)...

And...I'll only take a christmas present, which is the cell phone.

Other than that...nothing else...

In a way...idk what i'm doing. Which is why...I am the "friend"
Me? I wouldn't spend on electronics ever. Heck...60 bucks...that was half my salary...but...i only have 40 dollars left. oh well. it's christmas. ppl should smile.

However...there's a side of me i guess...even i don't know about. i'm not sure why i did it...i guess....i just wanted to support him..

he seems...to be really into his business....after all...

he lost his bracelet...cell phone thing....
and...his status is forever gone.

i guess the last thing i can do for him is...

To just support him....but...he wasn't supposed to find out yet...
Overall...overall....

i want to add...more memories to JayTee...

before...the day where...no more memories can be added...

I got him a cute panda though <3 so cute. it's a pillow thing. i hope he likes it. it's squishy lol.

something different for a change

besides...i need to find him the perfect shirt...can't just grab whatever...must find the perfect one...

but...it shouldn't be for christmas...no....christmas should be the pillow...i must give something different for a change...and i did.

i need to find a job...but...at the same time...i'm too tired to work...i come home each day...totally exhausted. i guess my body has weakened drastically....due to constant crying, eating unhealthy food....etc.

I'm very pissed at my friend here. how the heck did it spill out ish.
i'm freaken pissed. he's not going to be happy now....
ugh...he wasn't supposed to find out...
if he were to find out...not the day yet...not the day...not yet...