Many times...things don't go away on their own.
Either you face them and get them out of the way now, or accept the consequences/results that the problems will bring about in the future...
I've tried my best.
I don't think I should be trying at all...if he loves me and cares about us, I think he would have done what he could and realize some things that I wish he would.
Well, it's been a month. I don't think my efforts have paid off much.
So...I'll try my best to be happy and simply accept the fact that what I want for us...might never be
lol I'm afraid he might be really an asian lover...I don't even know that I'll have my dream wedding come true...
I guess my dreams with my lover won't come true.
I don't know anymore.
But what can I do?
Just leave it as it is...I just thought that he would like to improve the relationship =/
But...oh wells.
Maybe I should get a job that I have to work 8 hours, so then when he and I go home, we'll go to sleep after saying just good night.
Why must ppl let daily life work take over love...
I can't believe he has done that D:
asians
>.<
love is beautiful. it's supposed to be.
i look at all these asian families and i see ugh.
no...i must not follow the trends...I want love to be beautiful in my life.
Love is what fills our hearts through times of loneliness...
=/ I give up now. I've spent time giving him info (helping him to understand me -_-) and sent him movie links that include my imaginations...
it's like i'm giving him what I want instead of him figuring out what i like for himself -_-
now i wonder if he even cares about my dreams.
*sigh*
happy
must be happy
i guess this will be the one problem that could be solve...but will be left unsolved and will disrupt harmony
*sigh* i give up =/
there's nothing else to try anymore
i even talk to him and that's a direct approach!
if that doesn't work, nothing will.
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